KANGANA RANAUT

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TOTAL INSITATION 
''I totally  agree  with  you  mom but  I  wanted to do some creative and artistic,  something  sophisticated. "
''NO! Only Doctor.  Final decision! "
''But what's  wrong being creative? ''

Yesterday  only I was been insisted by my parents to became a doctor. I  finally  agreed.

MY LIFE MY WAY
I couldn't  handle  all this. I can't pursue science. Recently, I  have failed my chem  unit test. Being Doctor  is not my cup of tea. Nobody  was listening  to my plead. So I  ran away.  With just 1500 rupees  in my pocket, I came to Delhi from Himachal pradesh.  What will happen  in  my future,  what will I do, no money, etc. I was not knowing  all this. So I  joined a theatre group and I  used to stay in a hostel. After a few months , I joined  a modelling  academy.  They told me to join films and recommended  me to go Mumbai.  With the practice  and plays during my theatre ,  I  was able to gather enough money to visit Mumbai.

In Mumbai, via the modelling  academy,  I came to know about  'Gangster ' auditions. I  auditioned,  but they told me that another actor has been  chosen  for the role. I felt bad but didn't  lose my hopes. After few  days, I got a call that I  have  been finalised  for the role in the movie as the pervious  actor has back-up.  I believe  in faith and faith believe  in me. With that movie as my debut , I started  getting  recognitions . Time started flewing  away. In between  I got a film 'Woh Lamhi' . My  character  was based on a schizophrenic women and her relationship  with  Mahesh Bhatt  (Director). While portraying  the character,  I began to feel lonely and desolation.  I was living  alone, no parents, no siblings,  alone in my hostel  room. Till then I found a new friend, DRUGS. I went  on to drugs,  low in energy, arrogant  and confused.  Later in few months, I met a yogi guru . He helped me in rehabilitating  my drug addiction and improved my life with the powerful  yoga. Meditation  supported me through out this.  Days went on and I grew up with each day.  Doing films became my passion . But people  in this industry  is crazy.  They use to comment on my English ( you speaks pathetic  English,  comment  on my relationships,dressing  style. I am a stubborn  and rebellious person  Absorbing  irrational  comments is impossible  for me. That's  why I  usually  landed in untrue and unsung controversies.


BEYOND  THE  CLOUDS
"Queen" was  my life Turning  point. People from far away started respecting  me. People who have yesterday  abused and irritated  me  are now coming to my home to wish me. Somehow,  life has changed.  Success  makes space, I thought. From there onwards I started getting  recognitions . I was thankful  to the God.  With my journey  of life ,  I have experienced things which are beyond  imagination.  From fear to failures, success  to love, break up to value my family, I  learned a lot. I may not be a good person ,  but my life has made me now. Each person has to fight  for his own life. I did mine. Still there I feel proud that if I haven't  chosen  acting as my carrier, I would not be a Padma  shri.  Yes, life was not easy. Their  were times when nobody  supported  me . I was alone, crying  in my nights.  That awful  but as an experience  it has made me stronger.  Had there been I just continue  taking drugs, people would  not  no who Kangana Ranaut is.  I had  made myself  stronger. Whenever we all think about our future and dreams, their comes the fears. Fear for family, friends and failures makes one give up.  But I  forget all my fears. I give up my family to follow my dreams. And yes, I  didn't  done something  wrong.  Later in my life, my family understand  my perspective and accepted  me.
Today my family, I  myself, yoga  and books had made me who I am. I am Kangana  Ranaut.

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