He is to uncertain....

Life gives you  many challenges.  Some are courageous enough to deal with it effectively  but some are lazy enough  to deal with  it. But neither  of  them  lose anything.  Why? Because both of them tried . Though  the method was different but the  idea is the same. It is  not important  to  win but  to try.
There was a boy who from  his childhood  only  , has deal with bullying related to gender based stereotypes.  He use to act like girls, think like girls, and put choices  like girls. He was bullied and named called for this. But somewhere  in his innocent  mind ,  he knows  that  he wasn't  wrong.  How does personal choices  make interference  into others shoe? He was an introvert. He never speak upon these issues  because  according  to  him there is no one in this world  to understand  him.  He swallowed  all those emotions.  As we all know, life is not constant, and the same was true for the innocent  boy.
 During his adolescents life he met  many peoples  in his environment. Taking his own life as an inspiration, he came to a conclusion  that  your  happiness  is never satisfied  by someone  else.  You have to first fight a battle  with evils and odds and then whatever  the fruit  came , sweet or bitter,  you deserve  it.  This is because   the  fruit presences  is an evidence  that you tried well.  By eating  the food alone  you will realise  your happiness.   The boy remember  never to cry. But the boy did cry. He was a proud introvert . He never cried in presences  of someone,  but alone in his sleeps. He was afraid that someone might steal away  his crying  too.  With each day passing in his life, he was accepting  more worth of himself.
He was not capable  enough to take right decision.  But his life teached him that also. When he choose  a decision  which he was  also  uncertain,  the outcome  was anxiety.  When he was knowing that he doesn't  deserve  such wrong friends  but still he was with them ,  the outcome  was anxiety.  Now he knows  the value of 'decision' . Now he is going to make decisions  about his career.  So what should  he choose ; self conscious  decision or self made decision?